Today I spotted Ronald making out with Lavender while the all Gryffindor common room was celebrating the Quidditch match.
I...I couldn't watch them both. I just couldn't. Because it still hurts to see them both. I just...I had to leave the common room and run somewhere. Hide myself because I just hate to seeing them both kissing or even holding hands.
Yes, I think I love Ronald that's why my heart is hurt.
And knowing that he doesn't care about me at all hurts even more...
So I decided to practice the Opugno spell and then Harry join me. Watching the paper birds flying thanks to the charm and his words almost calmed me down but then I heard the noise and when I turned to the source of it, I saw Ronald and Lavender...and obviously Ronald didn't notice why I'm so upset so I sent my birds at him. To attack him because I was just so angry and sad. And I still am like that.
Because he broke my heart...
I don't know how I'll deal with it.
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